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camille028
17 May 2008 @ 03:20 am
Ana, become's a lifetime of emptiness that leaves you feeling lonely and sad.
It become's a lifestyle, not just a fad.
You become more blind as it slowly but surely takes over you mind.
In disguise, as your only friend, that understands your want's for acceptance, till the end.
Ana, makes you change your wants to needs and shows you the type of life she expects you to lead.
Ana tricks you into believing your in control, when the hunger pains make you feel whole.
Just a couple more weeks to achieve my goal, Hunger hurts but staving works.
failure is not an option anymore, i believe there is no cure.
i prayed for her and now ana has shown me the door.
Its not my choice, as anas helped me though life, with her angelic voice.
I love you ana, but you hate me, one day you will accept me,but i wont be the same person that i used to be.
I will be thin, i will let you win
have no fear, you will accept me
but i wont be
here x
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sleepy07 April 2008 @ 12:47 am
omg i im never ever going to lose weight if she never lets do my fuking excersizes i just waited all fuking day to do cardio i cant afford to go to the gym so i brought this work out dvd and the yhog the fukin tv everyday so i thought id wait 4 them all to go to bed so i did and guess what the cow come down complaning that its too noisey and that im banging too much y she dint complain wen she was fast fast aslept at 5 in the morning wen i tried to do it omg i was half thru it im cant ever excersize cus she complains wen i bang upstairs too omg i just want to die i cant keep geting up at 5 in the morning wen i have school thats im just gonna starv now . but staving not enuff with out excesersize
05 April 2008 @ 05:02 pm
omg iv have been doin so well all week by hardly eating anything and now its saturday my mum made me a bacon sanwhich this morning an i ate it becuase i was hung over but i work it off by running so it was ok but now se jsut orderd a DONER KABAB ! thw worst type of food ever i just want to die seriously i cant eat that ill put all the wieght back on straight away my mum is such a cow i feel like running out the door ! when she told me i never puked ! awwwwwwwwww i need control rite now what do you do in situations like this i need advise
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02 April 2008 @ 11:30 am
im really confused right now, about exactly what anerexia is can anyone tell me the 1st sighns of it and what to be aware of because to me every girl/woman worrys about there weight and they do drastic things to get there i dont think im anerexic even though i dont like food and i only eat when i have too but eating feels pointless to me iv been feeling that way 4 a while now im sure everyone eles here has too.its always because something bad has happened in our lives anyway i just need t o know the 1st sighns so i no what to look out 4 thx x x
02 April 2008 @ 11:23 am
28 March 2008 @ 04:02 pm
HEY. can anyone tell me the first proper sighns of anerexia because im unsure of what they are i know that its when your constatly worrying about your wieght... but im confused because alot of girls worry about it . I know that im not anerexic yet but iv only just started staving myself becuase iv began not to even get hungry but befor if i ever ate normal meals id just atomatcly puke without even trying this has been hapening for 2 years now im realising it ait normal.Does anyone think that theres anything wrong with me.
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